Wow. Thank you for all your comments, emails, facebook messages, and love.
Though it seems like this should be very terrible (and it was a few weeks ago when we received her initial email stating that she was going to go with placing her baby with her own mother ~ I think that's when most of the emotions got worked through for me), I feel peace. And I feel love. I hope good things for them and that little baby.
I am, actually, feeling fine. I'm afraid that I sent off a different message on my facebook status -- I was sad, but it wasn't the deep sadness that I felt weeks prior. That sadness I carried privately (and with a select few). That was a difficult time. That was hard.
But now, I'm not sad as much as I'm just tired. Physically. Emotionally. I feel drained. And it's easy to confuse feeling sluggish with feeling sadness. But, it's not sadness I'm feeling anymore. I truly believe that the Lord is in control. It's all in His hands. And for whatever reason, Heavenly Father allowed this all to happen, knowing that it would be for our good.
This is all for our good.