Thursday, May 22, 2014
Persuasion by Jane Austen
Suffice it to say that I loved this book. The only Jane Austen I have read is Pride and Prejudice, a novel with its well-deserved accolades. I decided it was time to read more of her work...not just watch the movies. There was no real literary reason why I chose Persuasion over any of her other works. It just happened that way. And each evening was a delight.
It's easy to find a summary online about this book. It's a love story, a wonderful love story...as described by others, the classic Cinderella story. Anne Elliot is past her prime at the ripe old age of 28. And it seems that she is so often overlooked...loved by her family, of course. But overlooked nonetheless. She is old. She is past the age to be married, have a family. I love the writing of this time, but am grateful I don't live in it!
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
3 Points for Warm Weather
When it's hot, it's hot. And uncomfortable. And can be really intolerable at times. But, we're not there yet. And we have been enjoying us some time in our little kiddie pool.
I think each of the kids give this warm/slightly hot/ok, really hot weather 1 point. Way to go hot weather. Somehow, we're able to all stay cool and happy anyway.
Or maybe, maybe it's not the weather who should score all the points...maybe it's the water!
| I hope no therapists are seeing the way Sammy is sitting. I know! It's bad. But she was moving around, I swear. She wasn't sitting like that the whole time. |
| Is Micah about to pounce? |
| Drying off |
| Yep, Sammy got him in the face |
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
Love Being Mom
I love being a mom. I really do. I know I'm not great at it, but I do ok. There are times when I surprise myself and feel like, wow, I handled that really well! But a majority of the time I'm reminding myself how to do it better...how I should have done it...how I ought to do it next time. I often fall short of my ideal. And I am in awe that I've been entrusted with such pure, amazing little people. I am so grateful and humbled that I have the honor of raising such wonderful children. And hopefully, hopefully, I don't fail them. And I'm grateful I had a mother who was such a great example to me of how to lead, teach, and nurture my children so that they can truly feel how much I love them. Do I do it right all the time? No. But I have a good model I try to follow. Thanks Mom.
This weekend has been a mother's dream! Friday I attended a Mommy & Me Tea in Callie's class. There was a great little program and yes, tears came to my eyes as she sang her little song and looked right at me when she bellowed out "I looooove you." She's not much into performance in the typical way...she gets very shy and doesn't like to be looked at, gets embarrassed...but there's a smile she tries to hide. She's too cool, already. And I love her.
Saturday was Birth Mother's Day and Micah and I spent it with Lindsey. Words can't adequately express my deep love for her and it was great to spend our Saturday together.
| Me and Lindsey |
| Lindsey, Me, Cindy Ready to go out for breakfast/lunch to celebrate each other |
| Lindsey and Micah |
And then today, Mother's Day. I was greeted with breakfast in bed...Cheerios and banana. A wonderful day at church. An afternoon with a long phone call with my mom...a back scratch from Callie served with cut up apples and peanut butter and her adorable toothless smile...and dinner with Grammy.
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| Me, Peggy, Granny, Annie, Megan |
All in all, it was a great Mother's Day. And though I do fall short too often, wow, I love being Mom.
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Easter 2014
Easter. 2014. Busy!
Mom and Dad fly in town -- Wednesday
Lisa comes in town -- Thursday
Ted's family comes in town -- Friday
Sweatin' for Sammy -- Saturday
Church Easter Picnic -- Saturday
Easter (Church) -- Sunday am
Lunch with Uncle Brian, Aunt Margaret, Cousins -- Sunday afternoon
Dessert with Green's -- Sunday pm
I'm not sure if this Easter 2014 was as reflective as I normally try to make it, but we were surrounded by a lot more family than we normally have around this time of year. We had a full house filled with my side of the family, and my in-laws had a full house of their own with everyone coming in town...Chris, Bryan, Analisa and Alex...of course Megan and Colin are here and we saw Scotty and Annie and Nate on Saturday. It was family filled and that was more than great.
We didn't get a family picture. In fact, in general, I didn't get enough pictures that entire weekend. But I did try to get pictures of the kids on Sunday morning. Despite Callie's protests, I took a picture of her, and it's the best I got! Micah...well, he was too interested in Easter eggs to stand still. But Sammy...now she looks angelic. Way to go Sammy.
| The above picture is way better, but I love her toothless smile! |
Callie picked out her dress about a month before Easter and every Sunday would ask if she could wear it. She loves it. She also picked out Sammy's dress. Micah was dressed, compliments of Grammy.
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
South Lake Tahoe...a Trip for Two
While my parents were here for Sweatin' for Sammy (post to come), they stayed with the kids while Marcus and I took off. That's right. For the first time ever, we left the kids for longer than 18 hours! And it was amazing. We decided on Tahoe and we are both so glad we did. It was beautiful.
Because we were there during the off season, we were really the only ones on the trails. Sure, there were other people. I mean, we saw their cars parked anyway. But basically, it was just us. We didn't see people on the trail and we really enjoyed nature's noise...waterfalls, birds, wind. It was so peaceful.
The first day, we hiked past Emerald Bay to Eagle Lake. It was gorgeous. I kind of hated the drive up. It was scary. I don't understand why there would be no rails along these roads when it's a huge drop! It freaked me out. Luckily, we survived the drive and that first day's hike was gorgeous.
The way to Eagle Lake was beautiful, but when we got there, we were both in love with the place. Pictures never could do it justice. The snowy mountains, the clear lake, the green trees and granite rock. I feel like I just keep repeating myself, but it was so beautiful.

I thought of Micah when this duck came up to us. He would have been excited to see a duck so close up, so I snapped a quick picture.
Something happens when you get away. Something happens, especially, when you get away from the world and are immersed in nature -- at least for me anyway. I feel closer to the Spirit. I feel closer to God. I have a clearer perspective and feel like I better understand the how simple the complexities of life really are. I was impressed by so many small saplings. These small baby trees were surrounded by large, old, mature, and strong trees that have been there for hundreds of years. Two thoughts struck me:
I was reminded that no matter where we are, we can grow. And even though we may seem or feel small, we are important to the bigger picture. We need those small trees to grow, to persevere, to push through and reach the light.
Surrounded by larger trees, they are better protected from the storms and heavy snow that fall there in the area. Are we properly valuing our elders? Those who are more mature, more experienced, wiser, and better able to weather the storms...do we look to them for support? Or, even if we feel like we don't "need" their support, do we realize that they are there anyway? That just their presence in our lives, whether we seek their help or not, strengthens us?
I felt so grateful for all those older trees in my life. Those who stand around me to protect me.
I was spiritually fed on this hike.
Though it was clearly not for waterskiing, the water was glass and it reminded me of when we'd get up in the early morning to hit the water before other boats were out. Eagle Lake was so peaceful.
Day two we hiked toward Grass Lake but we ended up not making it. There was just too much water on the path. It was still a really nice hike, but we didn't get as far as we had hoped.
I had slept horribly the night before. This was supposed to be a trip where I came back rested. That didn't quite happen. Does that mean I'm getting really old if I can't sleep anywhere but my own bed? That's just sad. But as we hiked, we came across this marshy, pond area. I got on the log and there was this knot in the log that felt so good on my back. It was like the original massage chair. I just moved my back along the knot on the log and it felt so good! Marcus captured the moment.
Marcus has an irrational thought of messing up at work and being fired. On some level, it's probably a good thing...it keeps him sharp I suppose. I have an irrational fear of being eaten by a bear. The picture doesn't show it too well, but this print was huge. Huge. After we spotted this, my irrational fear went into hyper mode and I didn't enjoy the rest of the way as much.
I started to feel a little better, but I also was ok heading back. We went another 1/2 hour or so then turned around.
Imagine my eyes open, it's a much better picture.
Marcus thought I was so silly about this bear thing until on our way back, we heard some banging noises. There was an old campsite that was built in 1906 up there with remaining cabins. At first, he wasn't concerned, but when it kept happening and I started moving faster, he followed. We just couldn't think of what it could be. So of course my mind goes to Bear, Crazy Murderer Man....I was happy to leave that train. And I'm totally ok with my insanity by the way.
Fallen Leaf Lake.
And we finished our trip off with the Burger Lounge...recommended to us...and it was one of the best burgers I've had. So, there you go. If you go to South Tahoe...head on over to the Burger Lounge.
Heading home, we hit snow and were required to buy chains for the car. We thought they were just trying to rip us off on the side of the road, but once we got going, we were very glad we had them. Here we were, 2 naive Tahoe travelers. I'm so glad they stopped us and we paid for over priced chains. Really, I am.
It was a great trip. While we were gone, Micah went to the ER (dislocated elbow -- thanks Callie), Sammy got to school with no problem, and Callie was as helpful as she could be while still being a 6 year old. Again, I'm so grateful for the mature, experienced trees in my life who took over so we could do this trip. Though we didn't plan it this way, we had our 9 year wedding anniversary while we were there. Nine years goes so quickly. We had a rich and full 9 years and I feel so blessed and grateful.
Because we were there during the off season, we were really the only ones on the trails. Sure, there were other people. I mean, we saw their cars parked anyway. But basically, it was just us. We didn't see people on the trail and we really enjoyed nature's noise...waterfalls, birds, wind. It was so peaceful.
The first day, we hiked past Emerald Bay to Eagle Lake. It was gorgeous. I kind of hated the drive up. It was scary. I don't understand why there would be no rails along these roads when it's a huge drop! It freaked me out. Luckily, we survived the drive and that first day's hike was gorgeous.
The way to Eagle Lake was beautiful, but when we got there, we were both in love with the place. Pictures never could do it justice. The snowy mountains, the clear lake, the green trees and granite rock. I feel like I just keep repeating myself, but it was so beautiful.
I thought of Micah when this duck came up to us. He would have been excited to see a duck so close up, so I snapped a quick picture.
Something happens when you get away. Something happens, especially, when you get away from the world and are immersed in nature -- at least for me anyway. I feel closer to the Spirit. I feel closer to God. I have a clearer perspective and feel like I better understand the how simple the complexities of life really are. I was impressed by so many small saplings. These small baby trees were surrounded by large, old, mature, and strong trees that have been there for hundreds of years. Two thoughts struck me:
I was reminded that no matter where we are, we can grow. And even though we may seem or feel small, we are important to the bigger picture. We need those small trees to grow, to persevere, to push through and reach the light.
Surrounded by larger trees, they are better protected from the storms and heavy snow that fall there in the area. Are we properly valuing our elders? Those who are more mature, more experienced, wiser, and better able to weather the storms...do we look to them for support? Or, even if we feel like we don't "need" their support, do we realize that they are there anyway? That just their presence in our lives, whether we seek their help or not, strengthens us?
I felt so grateful for all those older trees in my life. Those who stand around me to protect me.
I was spiritually fed on this hike.
Though it was clearly not for waterskiing, the water was glass and it reminded me of when we'd get up in the early morning to hit the water before other boats were out. Eagle Lake was so peaceful.
Day two we hiked toward Grass Lake but we ended up not making it. There was just too much water on the path. It was still a really nice hike, but we didn't get as far as we had hoped.
I had slept horribly the night before. This was supposed to be a trip where I came back rested. That didn't quite happen. Does that mean I'm getting really old if I can't sleep anywhere but my own bed? That's just sad. But as we hiked, we came across this marshy, pond area. I got on the log and there was this knot in the log that felt so good on my back. It was like the original massage chair. I just moved my back along the knot on the log and it felt so good! Marcus captured the moment.
Marcus has an irrational thought of messing up at work and being fired. On some level, it's probably a good thing...it keeps him sharp I suppose. I have an irrational fear of being eaten by a bear. The picture doesn't show it too well, but this print was huge. Huge. After we spotted this, my irrational fear went into hyper mode and I didn't enjoy the rest of the way as much.
I started to feel a little better, but I also was ok heading back. We went another 1/2 hour or so then turned around.
Imagine my eyes open, it's a much better picture.
Marcus thought I was so silly about this bear thing until on our way back, we heard some banging noises. There was an old campsite that was built in 1906 up there with remaining cabins. At first, he wasn't concerned, but when it kept happening and I started moving faster, he followed. We just couldn't think of what it could be. So of course my mind goes to Bear, Crazy Murderer Man....I was happy to leave that train. And I'm totally ok with my insanity by the way.
Fallen Leaf Lake.
And we finished our trip off with the Burger Lounge...recommended to us...and it was one of the best burgers I've had. So, there you go. If you go to South Tahoe...head on over to the Burger Lounge.
Heading home, we hit snow and were required to buy chains for the car. We thought they were just trying to rip us off on the side of the road, but once we got going, we were very glad we had them. Here we were, 2 naive Tahoe travelers. I'm so glad they stopped us and we paid for over priced chains. Really, I am.
It was a great trip. While we were gone, Micah went to the ER (dislocated elbow -- thanks Callie), Sammy got to school with no problem, and Callie was as helpful as she could be while still being a 6 year old. Again, I'm so grateful for the mature, experienced trees in my life who took over so we could do this trip. Though we didn't plan it this way, we had our 9 year wedding anniversary while we were there. Nine years goes so quickly. We had a rich and full 9 years and I feel so blessed and grateful.
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
When Sammy is Sick...
When Sammy is sick...such as today...all hell breaks loose.
It's just the way it is.
It's just the way it is.
Sammy throws up
Scrub floor.
Laundry.
Sammy throws up
Micah ends up walking around in just a saggy diaper
Sammy throws up
I run out of towels
Callie remains fairly comatose as she watches her 2nd movie
Cancelled plans
Sammy throws up
Another load of towels in the washing machine
Dinner? Cheese quesadillas
Dinner? Shoot! Dinner! Dinner is burned.
"You know Mommy, that could start a fire."
"Yes Callie, I know."
Sammy falls asleep on the couch.
Micah comes up and smacks her in the face!
Sammy cries.
Sammy throws up
I run out of blankets.
Found a towel!
Text Marcus, reminding him, he has the best wife ever.
Callie in hyper helpful mode
Every burp makes me jump up faster than electrodes on my chest!
Peppa Pig, Peppa Pig, Peppa Pig
Sammy throws up
Moans on the couch from daughter AND mother
"Micah! Leave Sammy alone."
Pouty lip.
Aaaand Desitin all over his face. WHAT?
Sammy throws up
Alice in Wonderland
"Mom, can I have some tea?"
Laundry.
Calculating how much my water bill will be this month.
Micah impatiently repeats "food, food, food" but I'm pretty sure he's swearing at me...because it sounds like he's laying the mother bomb on me! For sure.
Sammy's pale.
Super rosy lips.
I'm sure the amount of watermelon in Micah's mouth is a choking hazard.
Callie gags in the bathroom as she brushes her teeth.
"My tummy hurts."
Sweet
When Sammy is sick...such as today...we experience a little bit of heaven in our home.
Motherhood
Hugs
Kisses
Cuddles
Crying stops when Mommy comes nearby
Life slows down
Being Mom
Time spent together
Massaging legs and feet
Brushing hair aside
Tenderly scratching a back
Being Nurse
Singing songs from movies with Callie
Impromptu tea party
Spontaneous fun
Teaching lessons of compassion
Helping siblings serve one another
Being Teacher
Taking care of my babies
Stopping to provide what is most important
Admiring Sammy's long lashes as I hold her and look down on her face
Splashing in Callie-made puddles with Micah and Callie in the back
Amazed at the remorse in Micah and his tender kisses to Sammy after
"Sawwy" (Sorry)
Loving
Caring
Appreciating
Grateful for a great husband
And grateful that I get to be home with my kids today
...that I'm there doing the laundry
scrubbing the floor
and kissing my kids
It all started out chaotic, crazy, out of control. It felt that way anyway. But then, when I was taking towels and blankets out of the washing machine, it hit me...I'm so grateful that I'm here. We've been hit with a ton of sickness the past couple weeks. I'm really done with it. But I'm not done with doing all that stuff for my kids. And I felt so overwhelmingly grateful for all the little moments today. Yes, my plans changed today. Yes, I almost gagged scrubbing the rug. Yes, Micah was a little crazier than usual and made the entire situation a little more hectic. But it was a great day. I love being a mom. I love holding and teaching and comforting and playing and pretending and preparing and cooking and loving these kids.
I also feel super grateful that I had this glimpse of eternity today, because I know next time...I may not feel this way! So, I'm riding this motherhood high as far up as it'll take me.
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